fuuuuuuuuck you

I have to stop checking my work email at night. I’m in a blind rage right now after reading an email from some stupid bitch.

Heaven fucking forbid you listen to a god damned thing I’ve said to you.

I don’t know why I even bother with these motherfuckers.

Jackson’s birthday party: Part 2

He wanted cheeseburgers for dinner, because they are his favorite, so D went out into the cold and made it happen. Aww. They were tasty too. Freya refused to eat hers though, because she’s 13. Lol.

But she made this for Jackson so she gets a pass:

He’s very excited about the new Axis and Allies game. He and D have plans to play it on Saturday.

He was thrilled about the $150 in Xbox gift cards! This pic speaks for itself.

Hahaha.

My boy. He’s growing up too fast. ❤️❤️❤️

in the middle of the night

It’s 3:10 am currently. D and I went to bed around 10 pm, and drunkenly made out until we passed out. I woke up at 2 am needing water, and now I can’t sleep. My stupid old lady body seems to only require about four to five hours of sleep anymore. It’s frustrating.

I’ve spent the last hour lying here berating myself. I’ve really let myself go, and it has to stop. I don’t know what my problem is. I just can’t stay motivated. I have to be healthier.

Sigh.

I have a late start to my day today, for which I am grateful. Oh and tonight we are having Jackson’s family birthday party, which will be fun. Maybe this Monday won’t be so Monday-ish.

Ooh my husband is awake now too. Bye!! 😘