Since being diagnosed with cancer, I am convinced that any pain in my body means the cancer has spread. This is starting to get a little ridiculous, and is most definitely exhausting. Can it please be Wednesday now? I need to get this process started. I feel like I’m going insane.
Last night I had my outing with my friends. It was a good time, but not without drama. I lost it, went off on a couple of friends, and then cried during dinner. Afterward, we went to a bar, where my friend and I got completely wasted, and ended up getting kicked out. She almost got arrested. We are a hot mess.
But it somehow seemed like a fitting end to the evening.