Fucking chemo.  Ugh.

I feel like shit.  I went to Siteman this morning for my Neulasta shot, and the nurse hooked me up with a prescription for Lorazepam, which she claims will help the never ending nausea.  I certainly hope so, because I can’t even with this shit right now.  I just took one, so we shall see.

I’m already dreading February 1st, which is when I have to go back for more. Why can’t this be over now?

I’m looking forward to Taxol.  I have heard the nausea isn’t so bad.  Being nauseous is the worst feeling ever.  I have two more AC treatments to go. Fucking Adriamycin.

I have Jax here now.  He is being super cute, so that helps a bit.

I also found a super cute owl themed wallpaper for my phone.  It’s the little things.

Okay, I’m going to go try not to die. It’s annoying that in order to kill cancer, they have to kill everything else too.  Stupid fucking cancer.