My oncologist told me he wants me to do 30 days of radiation. This will set back my reconstruction by six months. I am not amused. In fact, I’ve been trying not to cry since he told me yesterday. I’m trying not to let it ruin my trip, but it’s hard.

I looked up some stuff online. Looks like risk of recurrence could go from 16% to 2% with radiation. So…it’s a no brainer, right?

Fuck my life.