I have convinced myself that my super cute red shoes make up for the fact that my outfit today is boring. I had to wear pants today, because it’s cold and I already put away all the tights. I hate wearing pants. They never fit me properly, and the only pair I have that don’t look like clown pants on me are still too big. This is the plight of those of us without substantial hips and ass.
I only had to wear pants because it’s fucking cold. It was 82 yesterday and today it’s 43. Go figure. I hate Missouri weather. I never should have left California.
My arthritis is back. I woke up to a major flare, but I can’t go back on my meds until after radiation. FML. It’s always something. I wish my body didn’t hate me so much.
I canceled my surgery today. I didn’t cry. They told me to call when I’m almost done with rads so the doc can evaluate my skin. I hope I tolerate it well. Stupid fucking rads. Stupid cancerous lymph nodes leaking all over the damn place. That is what finally convinced me to do it.
I have gained three pounds. This is more upsetting to me than it should be. (Thanks, bdd). I will be hanging out at the gym a lot this weekend.
I am writing this post from my new MacBook Air, which I love. Business expenses ftw.
