The oncologist said the scan showed that my previously enlarged lymph nodes are back to normal. This is good
He said the scan showed two tiny spots on my lung. He said it is probably just a reaction to treatment. We will do another scan in three months.
I cried, because that’s not what I wanted to hear. He told me this was a very good scan and that my cancer is gone.
I want to be happy, but I’m not. I feel numb.
My cancer is gone. So I won…as everyone always says. But what exactly did I win?
I’m hoping a nap will help my mood. I’m expected to be happy about this.