I wish Gold’s Gym had better child care hours. I want to go now, but the child care room doesn’t reopen until 4. Damn it. I need to run.

I’m down to 129 lbs.  I haven’t eaten much since Monday.  I’m always kind of nauseous, and food doesn’t taste good.  I’m also super thirsty all the time.  It’s like I can’t drink enough water.  I’m assuming these are radiation side effects, though they could also be a break up side effects.   I guess it doesn’t matter.

I’ve decided that I need a fresh start.  I need to start doing some of the stuff I’ve been dreaming of for so long.  With that in mind, I started searching for a new place to live this week. I know I said I wasn’t going to move, but the more I thought about it the more I realized that there was never going to be a good time to do it. I’m always going to have some excuse as to why I shouldn’t leave this area.   I found a place that I’m in love with.  It’s in the city.  It’s super close to Tower Grove.   It’s within walking distance to a bunch of bars and restaurants.   It’s a brand new gated community.  Nobody lives there yet.  I can move in any time after June 1.  It’s really nice.  I even got to pick out my unit.  I will be like a two minute drive from my office.   I’m really close to Forest Park. (In fact, the neighborhood is called Forest Park Southeast.)  There is a pedestrian bridge to connect to the CWE and Forest Park.  I’m ridiculously excited.

May 2012 to May 2013 has been the hardest year of my life.  Death, divorce, cancer, and a break up.  I’m ready to leave all of that behind and start fresh starting right now.