I wish Gold’s Gym had better child care hours. I want to go now, but the child care room doesn’t reopen until 4. Damn it. I need to run.
I’m down to 129 lbs. I haven’t eaten much since Monday. I’m always kind of nauseous, and food doesn’t taste good. I’m also super thirsty all the time. It’s like I can’t drink enough water. I’m assuming these are radiation side effects, though they could also be a break up side effects. I guess it doesn’t matter.
I’ve decided that I need a fresh start. I need to start doing some of the stuff I’ve been dreaming of for so long. With that in mind, I started searching for a new place to live this week. I know I said I wasn’t going to move, but the more I thought about it the more I realized that there was never going to be a good time to do it. I’m always going to have some excuse as to why I shouldn’t leave this area. I found a place that I’m in love with. It’s in the city. It’s super close to Tower Grove. It’s within walking distance to a bunch of bars and restaurants. It’s a brand new gated community. Nobody lives there yet. I can move in any time after June 1. It’s really nice. I even got to pick out my unit. I will be like a two minute drive from my office. I’m really close to Forest Park. (In fact, the neighborhood is called Forest Park Southeast.) There is a pedestrian bridge to connect to the CWE and Forest Park. I’m ridiculously excited.
May 2012 to May 2013 has been the hardest year of my life. Death, divorce, cancer, and a break up. I’m ready to leave all of that behind and start fresh starting right now.