I’m experiencing an arthritis flare and a post-mastectomy pain syndrome flare at the same time. I’m currently way drugged up and hanging at home. I feel so worthless when this happens, like I’m a major disappointment. I know that’s my own internal bullshit, because nobody is being anything but supportive. I just hate feeling this way. I hate how it takes over my life. I hate how my medical therapy options are so limited because of fucking cancer. 

Sigh.