I caved and watched the first two episodes of Fargo Wednesday night. As D predicted, I am hooked!
A few weeks back, I was prescribed these really strong sleeping pills. They definitely work, but they give me such crazy vivid dreams that I still wake up exhausted. It’s like I’m living another life in my dreams.
Dream examples: finally meeting and arguing with D’s parents on live tv, finding a rando dude fucking a friend in my bed and then the dude stole my engagement ring, having tea with D’s ex. Lol wtf?!
I’m obsessed with my iPad Pro. I used it at court for the first time yesterday morning and it was great. Our super old bankruptcy trustee was looking at me writing on the screen like it was the craziest thing he had ever seen. Hahahaha.
Weight Watchers is going really well. It has always worked well for me when I actually followed the plan, which is obviously way easier to do since D and I are doing it together.
Though I had a major off plan day yesterday due to anxiety issues, but I feel okay about it. I’ll get back on track. Sometimes you just need comfort food.
I took a four hour nap this afternoon and woke up feeling a bit better. The cramping has died down a bit.
Which is good because I have some cleaning to do. We have a visitor from out of town this weekend and I need to make sure he will be comfortable.
The office is starting to get busy again. Yay.
I get to see my two college besties on Sunday and I’m so pumped.
I have the most amazing friends. So grateful. So lucky.
I have the sweetest, most incredible kids.
D has been so good and supportive. He’s my rock. He’s the best friend I have ever had. I’m thankful for him everyday. Being in love with your best friend is basically the greatest thing ever (imo).
We need to plan a family summer vacation. I’d like to rent a condo on a beach.
And we need to book our honeymoon. 😍😍😍😍
There are highs and lows in life, and the highs are so incredibly sweet that they make enduring the lows so very worth it.
On a particularly bad day this week, I heard a song lyric (from a band I don’t even like) that said: never let your fear decide your fate. It has stuck with me.