I’m sitting alone in a restaurant not far from my office. I needed some space to clear my head. I have a lot on my mind, including some seriously difficult decisions that need to be made. I know what needs to happen, and I will do it, but I’m very much not looking forward to it.
I know the vagueblogging is frustrating, but I don’t trust the internet with work shit. Sorry not sorry.
Tonight I will be gloriously alone, and I need it. Don’t get me wrong, I’d rather hang with my husband, but since that isn’t an option, I want to be by myself. I’ve turned down invitations to go out tonight in favor of sitting on my ass at home getting fucked up. I have the entire evening planned out. I just need to make it through the next few hours.
I’m going to go for a walk now. I need to process some shit.