I’ve been busting my ass on this stupid fucking trial, but…why? I mean, it’s almost certain I’m going to lose because we don’t have a medical expert. Plus, my client is a fucking moron. So…fuck it. I’m going to throw the rest of this shit together and be done with it. I’m not putting my own law firm on the back burner any longer. I truly believe I have already worked two times as hard as any other appointed attorney would do in the same situation. I’m sick of being anxious and depressed over this.