I’m feeling good today. I made a to-do list last night, and I’ve accomplished everything on it and more. I’m hoping this feeling will last, and that maybe I can avoid my usual Sunday night anxiety.
I did 2.6 miles this afternoon with D and Bizzy. I ran a lot of it. I was able to go an entire mile without stopping to walk, which is an improvement over last week. I’m exhausted now, and sore, but it feels good.
GoT starts in two weeks! We plan to rewatch the last two seasons in that time. We got through four last night after dinner. I’m already sucked back in.
I’m going to be the only attorney in the office all week. I’m hoping it won’t be too terrible. I keep telling myself that it’s fine. I’ll do what I can, and that’s all anyone can expect. Honestly, I’m the problem here. Nobody has unrealistic expectations here besides me.
I can control my behavior and moods this week, and I’ll be happier as a result.
I’m already looking forward to Tuesday night. D and I have a nice little date night planned at our favorite seafood place. I can’t wait for those oysters!!
I’m excited about tomorrow being April. I don’t know why, but it feels like a fresh start. Part of it is my mindset: I’ve done a lot of thinking this past week about who I want to be, and how I want my life to go. I feel determined in a way I haven’t in a while; determined to not let my life pass me by while I’m coasting on autopilot.
Tonight we’re ordering pizza and playing D&D with the kids. I’m looking forward to it.