I went to bed early last night, and was able to sleep in later than usual this morning. It helped a lot. My head feels clearer.
It’s dreary out today. I like it.
Yesterday, I wore my new trench coat out for the first time, and my kiddo was like, “You look like a detective.” I laughed and responded, “Not quite the look I was going for,” and he replied, “Why not? Detectives are awesome.” lol lol lol
I’m in a weird place right now emotionally. On the one hand, I’m basically happy. I have a good life. And, with the exception of work related shit, things are actually quite good. But every little stupid, stressful thing that happens at the office can bring me to tears. It has happened this morning already.
I don’t know what I want out of all of this anymore, and that’s the biggest problem right now.
So this morning I was pulling into my normal spot at the office, when the person in the car next to me suddenly flung their door open. I almost hit it/it almost hit me, but I managed to avoid it. The lady driving gets this really angry look on her face and stares right at me, like she’s ready to fight, so I stare right back with a come at me look on my face, and realize SHE’S MY FUCKING CLIENT. The look on her face once she realized who I was, was fucking priceless. Suddenly, the attitude was gone, and she was rushing away, trying to pretend like nothing had happened. I’m trying not to be a petty bitch about it, but it is hard. haha.
We slept with the windows open last night. It’s still a smidge too hot out for my liking, but it was nice to have the fresh air, and to hear the outdoor noises. I can’t wait for it to cool down even more.
Last night, we were home alone for the first time in over a week, and it was glorious. I looked at D at one point, and asked, “Do you hear that?” He said, “What?” I said, “Exactly.” He laughed.
Tonight is a family night. I’m thinking maybe it should be taco night.
I’m looking forward to a long weekend. I am off on Friday and next Monday. We’re heading to Cleveland for the weekend, and I figured I’d be tired on Monday. from all the driving Plus, I just want a break, honestly.
I just realized that next Tuesday is Oct 1. October is my favorite month. I’m ready!
Okay – enough wasting time. I’m going to order lunch and get to work.