on sunday morning

  • It’s early Sunday morning, and I’m awake, because of course I am. Still in bed though. I haven’t given up on the dream of more sleep quite yet.
  • I need to find a way other than drinking to get myself to relax, and right now I’m thinking it should be exercise. The plan today is to go to the gym. I want to take an 30 minutes to an hour each day for exercise. I’m hoping it will help me feel less stressed. I need some sort of an outlet. Right now I can literally feel the stress building up in my body.
  • I feel like I’m always >this close< to a panic attack.
  • Yesterday, I worked for about four hours. I accomplished quite a bit. I’m almost done with the pile of cases my former business partner put on my desk when he left. They were all a fucking mess, and are a good example of why this break up was necessary.
  • I need to work more today, but probably just a couple of hours. I have a letter to draft informing the clients of his departure.
  • It still feels surreal.
  • Good thing I have a home office now. I’ll be using it a lot.
  • I watched Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom with the boy while I was working, though I only really got to pay attention to the last hour or so. I’ve noticed that no matter how shitty the story line is, I enjoy these movies because I just love dinosaurs. They are so fucking cool.
  • Last night, after getting home from a special dinner at our favorite spot, we decided to watch Dances With Wolves. Kevin Costner is the fucking worst, but that movie is really good.
  • Oh and Friday night we watched El Camino and it was sooooo good. Now I want to restart Breaking Bad.
  • It’s already October 20th. How even?
  • Tomorrow is our two year wedding anniversary. ❤️❤️ We have plans to go out in the city Thursday night, which include an overnight stay. I’m excited.
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3 thoughts on “on sunday morning”

  1. I know it’s been a really tough week, but the words “former business partner” sound so good!! 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

    • I tried once and I couldn’t get the hang of it. I’d love to learn. I thought about taking lessons, but I’m too intimidated.

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