It’s 3:10 am currently. D and I went to bed around 10 pm, and drunkenly made out until we passed out. I woke up at 2 am needing water, and now I can’t sleep. My stupid old lady body seems to only require about four to five hours of sleep anymore. It’s frustrating.

I’ve spent the last hour lying here berating myself. I’ve really let myself go, and it has to stop. I don’t know what my problem is. I just can’t stay motivated. I have to be healthier.

Sigh.

I have a late start to my day today, for which I am grateful. Oh and tonight we are having Jackson’s family birthday party, which will be fun. Maybe this Monday won’t be so Monday-ish.

Ooh my husband is awake now too. Bye!! 😘