I can’t believe that we would lie in our graves dreaming of things that we might have been.
My cancer antigen 15-3 test came back high. This is the test they do to look for a recurrence. So now I’m spending all day Wednesday doing scans and labs. I meet with my oncologist on Friday to go over the results.
I’m worried, like really worried, which should go without saying. I guess it’s not definitive, but it’s def not a good sign. We’re a mess over here. A fucking mess, dude.
I always knew it would come back for me at some point, but I’m not ready yet.
Send me good vibes if you can spare them.