what’s going on…

  • We’re fucking killing it at the law firm. I love tax refund season. I got to pay myself today – and it was more than it has been in a while. It won’t last, but I’ll enjoy it while it does.
  • Speaking of the law firm, I am trying to decide what the next steps are. I cannot keep going on in this fashion. It’s too much for one person. I have to de-stress my life. It’s just such a big decision, and there are so many factors to consider, and in the face of so much uncertainty. UGH. I’m stressed out just thinking about it. Moving on…
  • I’ve also been killing it with the working out. It helps that my husband is riding my ass. We’ve been alternating working out at home and going to the gym. I upgraded my membership on Sunday – so now I have access to the different classes, the studios, the women’s only fitness area, and the hydromassage. I’m actually kind of excited about it. We are going back tomorrow night.
  • Tonight one of my bestie’s came over (Annie), and she joined me and the kiddos for dinner. D was out with a friend. We had a good time. I think she just really needed to see me and hug me.
  • A week from tomorrow, I’ll be going out with both of my besties at the same time, and I am so pumped. I don’t know why we didn’t do this sooner. I’m thinking we’re going to end up at Sephora and/or Ulta. haha.
  • Tonight at dinner, the kids asked a bunch of questions about my diagnosis/prognosis. They are trying to wrap their heads around it. It was all very chill – nobody was upset or anything. I think it helps to talk about it. We have to normalize things – this is our new way of life.
  • I feel like I’m riding an emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I am fine – almost normal even. Other times, I fall into a deep pit of despair, and I feel like I’m drowning in it. Those times are, luckily, not as frequent as you might think.
  • D posted a link to Facebook today to try to inform our friends/family about life with metastatic breast cancer, which I really appreciated, because it is a lot different from even my original breast cancer diagnosis. There is no cure. There are a lot of misconceptions. You can read that article here if you are interested.
  • Every ache and pain in my body screams cancer to me now, and ugh what a way to live.
  • I have a big hearing tomorrow morning and I am kind of dreading it/kind of looking forward to it. It’s my sweet little old dude’s Chapter 7 liquidation case. He has a big house filled with antiques and collectibles that will be sold by the Trustee, but I’m worried he’s going to be a hot mess giving his testimony, because he is quite old and tends to ramble quite a bit. I’m going to have to keep him from going off the rails, and I’m just kind of nervous about it.
  • I’m trying to stay busy. It hasn’t been too difficult. I feel like I have a lot on my plate right now.
  • That’s all for now. xoxo
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