I feel okay emotionally today. Maybe this is acceptance?
My back hurts though, and it’s weird to know that what I’m feeling is a tumor. Actually, scratch that; it isn’t weird, it’s a total mind fuck.
I’m hoping we (but especially D) will feel better after the appointment tomorrow. I have a long list of questions/concerns. I’m hoping I will be a candidate for radiation, because I would like to shrink some of these fuckers. They hurt.
I’m excited about not having to come into the office tomorrow, because it means I can stay up late with D tonight. I’m having dinner with my girls tonight, but then I plan to go home and watch Better Call Saul with the husband, and maybe some more Discovery too. Staying up late with him sounds perfect. My appointment tomorrow isn’t until 12:30, so I can sleep in if necessary (more like if my body allows it).
I’m anxious to hear the results of today’s primaries. I don’t know why, really, because I’m not particularly enthused about either option, but still.
A lot of my scheduled appointments have been canceling, and I’m starting to wonder if it has something to do with coronavirus concerns. I’ve been thinking about offering Skype appointments. I’m not particularly excited about the idea of meeting in person either. In fact, I was kind of freaking out at court today thinking about how it was a big fucking germ fest.
I haven’t been reading for pleasure as much recently, but I am about a quarter of a way through Fatal Throne, and it is really good. Thanks to Elizabeth for that recommendation!! I’m hoping I’ll have some time to dig into it this weekend, though we are pretty busy so maybe not.
Our calendar is filling up fast. We are scheduling all the things. Some of the highlights:
- Adult D&D YouTube Group
- Schlafly Stout & Oyster Festival
- The cancer party!
- Swan Lake
- Taco & Tequila bar crawl in Soulard
- Gunn’s wedding in Rocheport.
- Brew Hop tour
- A trip to Cleveland at the end of May to visit friends (and wineries).
Almost every weekend through May is completely booked.
Okay I guess I should make an attempt at doing a bit more work. All I can think about is getting out of here and meeting up with my girls.
Happy Tuesday! Slay the day.