I don’t even know what I want to be doing. I just know I’m not doing it.
This house is starting to feel a bit like a prison, though the new outdoor space helps. We will be spending some more time out there this evening. We had breakfast out there this morning, and then I spent a couple of hours reading too.
I’m all out of motivation. I don’t want to clean, work, exercise, or even read. I was excited to receive my new camera today, but it’s fucking broken, so that was short lived.
I have to find something to do that doesn’t involve my phone or playing Candy Crush nonstop.