I had a terrible night. I felt awful: chills and bone aches. Even my jaw ached. I drugged myself and finally fell asleep.
I woke up this morning drenched in sweat. DRENCHED. Still have chills. Bone aches are still a go. However, we’ve now added a rash on my face and a swollen right eye. I looked into it, and these are all possible side effects from Zometa.
I sent a somewhat hysterical message to my oncologist. I’ve taken a Benadryl and 1000 mg of Tylenol – which is starting to help. The rash is still a thing (*sobs*) but the eye is starting to feel better.
This is too fucking much. I can only handle so much before I have a fucking nervous breakdown.