I am having a rather important conversation with a colleague later today, and I’m a bit nervous about it. I feel like everything is about to change, and I’m conflicted about it. It’s hard to accept how significantly cancer has changed the course of my life. Most days I’m okay, but then I’ll have these moments of sudden overwhelming sadness and dread. It’s a real bitch. And it’s hard not to feel angry when I see other people going about their lives normally. What must it be like to not have to tackle your own mortality every single fucking day. I’m tired.

Send me good vibes. I know I’m making the right choices, but that doesn’t make it any easier.

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