my head hurts (it must be monday)

I went to bed at 9:30 last night, which is very unusual for me. I stayed in bed until 9 this morning, and only got up reluctantly. I don’t feel well today. I’m at the end of my most recent Ibrance cycle, and I always feel icky by the end. The good news is that I now have 7 days off.

It’s Monday, and I kind of hate Mondays, because I’m forced to deal with all the bullshit I ignored on Friday (and sometimes Thursday – lol). I’m not feeling it today. I’m grumpy. I want to be done with all of this shit. I want to wrap up this firm and hand it off. I am getting annoyed with the wishy washy bullshit from the dude to whom I’m supposed to be handing shit over. He needs to shit or get off the pot. I literally do not have time for this.

I have a Plan B. I emailed him this morning to let him know that I need firm dates. I can’t just sit here on my hands. I need to be making a plan to go to his firm or to move my existing shit to a different location. I have to get out of the STL office. They are trying to rent it.

Part of me wishes I could just burn the entire thing down. That wouldn’t actually fix any of my problems, but it would feel good in that moment.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I went to the outlet mall yesterday and was mostly disappointed. I grabbed a few things from Ann Taylor, but most of it was ugly. I hate fall colors: the browns and oranges – puke. I grabbed a bag I didn’t need from Kate Spade, but it was 70% off and glittery so I couldn’t resist. I didn’t solve my problem of not having enough casual/going out clothes. I have plenty of work wear, but nothing to wear out for like a date night.

D has plans tonight, and Jack is staying with his dad, so it will just be me and Frey at home. I’m thinking we will order food and watch The Craft: Legacy. It will be good to get some girl time in.

The weekend was weird, and this week is going to be even weirder. I’m already tired.

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