monday musings

  • I haven’t been sleeping well recently. I never really sleep well, but it has been much worse lately. Part of it is because of keto. Apparently this is normal, and should work itself out soon. I tried weed and Xanax last night, but that didn’t help. Tonight might be an Ambien night. I need sleep. I feel like I’m living in a fog.
  • I was down another half pound today, so that was awesome. I seem to be past the worst of the detox issues.
  • I very much enjoyed my date with D yesterday. We had a long talk about some things, and I’m feeling very loved, which is exactly where I want/need to be.
  • I need words of affirmation and quality time. Those are my love languages.
  • I am a planner. I like schedules. I need to know that there is certain time that is always for me and D no matter what. We have our Friday nights, and now our Sunday afternoons. Those are sacred. Obvi we have other time together too, but those are set in stone.
  • We do have an extra date night this week. We are going out for a fancy dinner date on Saturday night to one of our fave spots. I’m super excited about it.
  • Oh and I got up the nerve to ask the guy I’m dating if we want to pick a night for a weekly date, and he said yes, so yay (not that I was expecting him not to – I’m just sort of shy about stuff like that). Like I said – I live for a schedule.
  • This week is really busy for me, but in a good way.
  • The Monday agenda: lots of court (almost done!), a consult, pick up the kiddos, maybe do a quick shop for some stuff I need. Then we’re making/having dinner. I’m looking forward to catching up with the kids; hearing about their weekends. Later this evening, I have a Zoom date with MP and I am nervouscited about that. I’d like to get some walking in too if time permits.
  • Oh I think D is going to put together my squat machine. !!! I’m ready to start those workouts. I know three other ladies with them, so I’m thinking about asking if they want to do a squat challenge.
  • I’m really digging all of the awesome female support I have in my life right now.
  • Alrighty – back to work I go.
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