I haven’t been sleeping well recently. I never really sleep well, but it has been much worse lately. Part of it is because of keto. Apparently this is normal, and should work itself out soon. I tried weed and Xanax last night, but that didn’t help. Tonight might be an Ambien night. I need sleep. I feel like I’m living in a fog.
I was down another half pound today, so that was awesome. I seem to be past the worst of the detox issues.
I very much enjoyed my date with D yesterday. We had a long talk about some things, and I’m feeling very loved, which is exactly where I want/need to be.
I need words of affirmation and quality time. Those are my love languages.
I am a planner. I like schedules. I need to know that there is certain time that is always for me and D no matter what. We have our Friday nights, and now our Sunday afternoons. Those are sacred. Obvi we have other time together too, but those are set in stone.
We do have an extra date night this week. We are going out for a fancy dinner date on Saturday night to one of our fave spots. I’m super excited about it.
Oh and I got up the nerve to ask the guy I’m dating if we want to pick a night for a weekly date, and he said yes, so yay (not that I was expecting him not to – I’m just sort of shy about stuff like that). Like I said – I live for a schedule.
This week is really busy for me, but in a good way.
The Monday agenda: lots of court (almost done!), a consult, pick up the kiddos, maybe do a quick shop for some stuff I need. Then we’re making/having dinner. I’m looking forward to catching up with the kids; hearing about their weekends. Later this evening, I have a Zoom date with MP and I am nervouscited about that. I’d like to get some walking in too if time permits.
Oh I think D is going to put together my squat machine. !!! I’m ready to start those workouts. I know three other ladies with them, so I’m thinking about asking if they want to do a squat challenge.
I’m really digging all of the awesome female support I have in my life right now.
