It ain’t pretty, but I’m trying to make the best of it.
Took the kids out for lunch, and then to the art museum.
D and I know we need to focus on our relationship and our family. So we’re taking a break from poly/LS stuff. Or maybe it’s permanent. Idk yet. All I know is that I’m running out of time, and I need to focus. Still – difficult conversations were had. These are people we care about deeply, and these were not decisions that were made lightly.
I’m going to need to change a lot of things about my current lifestyle. This shit is getting real, and I feel worse every day.
This post isn’t what I wanted it to be. It should be eloquent. I’m super exhausted though, and I just can’t. Maybe tomorrow?