- I should stop trying to go to bed before about 2:30 am. This insomnia is relentless, like even sleep aids no longer work, and now I’m stuck in the shittiest sleep cycle ever.
- It’s currently 1:26 am. Sigh.
- I had an incredible date night with Mandy tonight. The physical stuff is oh so very good, but the emotional connection is absolutely where it’s at. We just click, and things are so easy and comfortable between us.
- I’m a smitten kitten.
- I haven’t been able to see much of D this week. It’s a big week for him at the office. Lots of entertaining of the VIPs in the evenings.
- BUT he definitely leveled up today because he is a fucking baller.
- And I’m very much looking forward to our weekend away.
- D-M-motherfucking-B.
- I was kind of a mean girl today. Just in my own head mostly, but I still feel sort of bad about it. Only sort of though, because the bitch I’m talking about is a fucking cunt.
- But also…schadenfreude. π
- Best shirt ever? Most def.

- Oh and today was eye exam day. My prescription barely changed for glasses, and not at all for contacts. I got extra pics taken of my eyes due to the risk of lobular eye mets. She went over everything with me very carefully and said my eyes look very healthy. And I managed to go another year without needing bifocals.
- My soon to be new glasses:

- Oh yes and The Child arrived. He’s so fucking cuddly soft. I’m in love.

- It’s officially 8/12 so I can finally say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JNEL.πππ I can’t wait to celebrate with you next week.
- You guys, I’m just really thankful for so much right now. β₯οΈ