All of my muscles are constantly sore.

All of them.

All the time.

Seriously.

I dream of massage. I may need to start going to someone regularly. Maybe I can get my insurance to pay for it? I’ve lived with chronic pain since I was 20 years old, but it’s never been this bad this consistently before. There are no pain free days anymore. On busy days like today, where I have to be a real adult, I dream of when I can take drugs to help (kind of) forget about the pain for a bit.

Tonight is bad. I’ve been prickly all night because of it. I want to crawl out of my skin.