I ended up in the ER today, after telling my oncologist just how severe and frequent my back pain has been recently. Eight hours later, I was told that I now have tumors in my hips and all up my spine.
I’m numb. I just can’t right now. I’m on a fuckton of narcotics, and I’m going to go pass out now.
God dammit. I’m so fucking sorry to hear this.