Yesterday, was awful. Bad enough that I came close to caving and going to the ER. If I would have had a fever, that would have been the final straw. I woke up this morning feeling much, much better. Just in time for the weekend! And court. I have like six cases on this morning, so thank goodness I’m feeling up to dealing with all of it.
It would probably make sense to give up all the lawyering at this point, even this part-time gig, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. Lawyering is still such a big part of who I am. I cannot give it up completely.
Old news, I know. That’s all I really having going on nowadays: old news.
D went out with our friends last night, and lest you think poorly of him for it: I insisted he do so. He was alone and sad. I was not good company. Caregivers need breaks too! I’m so glad he actually did it, because he came back in a much better place. He needs to take better care of himself – his emotional needs are important. This is a long haul situation, and he needs all the support he can get. Thank you to A&R for taking care of my man. Love you all so much.
I am bummed that I missed our night out though. We had it planned for well over a week, and it was supposed to be my first step back into socializing again. Boo. Instead, I lied in bed, watching a very strange movie (Things Heard & Seen), and wishing I could pass out because UGH. Vomiting is the fucking worst.
Weekend plans? Well tonight will be our normal steak night. Freya has competitions all weekend, so it will be me, D, and the kiddo. I think we are planning on going to see the mummy exhibit tomorrow afternoon. I’m looking forward to that.
I feel like there is more I wanted to share, but it escapes me now. More later! It’s showtime!!! (Court!)