When I wake up, my body is stiff and achy. I have to take great care when getting out of bed to not fall over. I move around like a 90 year old woman for the first hour or so of the day.

My body aches all day. A friend asked me to go to warm yoga with her tomorrow morning, and I’m going to try. I think it will be helpful, assuming my body will allow me to get up and go.

Today was the first day in a bit where I didn’t have to wake up early for some reason. I slept from 10:30 pm to 10 am, and I could easily fall asleep again. I need to start taking the Ritalin again, I guess. But I hate the way it makes me feel.

I decided I’m going to watch all of American Horror Story. I haven’t seen most of the seasons. I loved the first, Murder House, and am starting there today. I’m halfway through episode one, and it’s interesting how you see characters differently when you’re older. I can really relate to the wife (Vivian) in a lot of ways. Last I watched, I was more interested in the daughter’s story.

I don’t know why I felt compelled to write this down, but I couldn’t relax and watch the show until I did. I’ll probably babble some more later. I feel very much like I’m living inside my head, but that my head is getting too full. Does that make sense?