I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching recently, which resulted in a mini breakdown Saturday afternoon. I keep telling myself that I’m a disappointment and a burden, which isn’t true. I’m putting all of that bullshit on myself. I deserve to rest. I deserve to take time for myself. I deserve to be happy. I’m working on truly believing it.

Tomorrow is President’s Day so the kids are off. I’m excited to see them. I feel refreshed from the weekend, and I’m ready to get my mom on again.

I had a hard time walking today. I’m not sure why my body is so stiff and achy right now, like more than usual. I see yoga in my future tomorrow.