Last night, during dinner, D and Frey “argued” over who was going to get to spend time with me after dinner. Frey said, “You got her last night. It’s my turn.” It felt good to be wanted. I ended up cuddled with her on the couch watching Scary Stories To Tell In The Dark. Jackson ended up joining us too, which was nice. He normally avoids horror, but this movie was so damn lame/tame that even he had to laugh at it.
Despite how things may seem, I do enjoy life. I love spending time with my family. I’m enjoying spring break. I’m happier than you think. I have a lot of pain and darkness inside me, but there is light too. I need a place to put the darkness, and this blog is that place.