I didn’t enjoy it enough. I didn’t let myself believe it.

It’s a lesson I can still learn from. Stop letting how I feel about my looks hold me back from living and enjoying my life.

We have a date tomorrow night, and there might be sexy time after. I’m feeling some dread about how I look compared to the other lady, but fuck that. I’m not in peak form, but I’m still hot. I’m going to live like I believe it’s true.