I didn’t get a lot of sleep last night. I was in pain and super uncomfortable til around 3 am when I finally drifted off. I was awake around 7:30. Still not feeling great, but at least not as bad. I’m going to have to change the way I eat. I’m thinking tiny meals more frequently. And probably some protein shakes. The idea of eating is actually filling me with dread at this point.

Let’s talk about something else, shall we?

It’s Friday. No court this morning, which is nice. D’s college bestie is coming down for the weekend. I’m excited to see him, and happy that D will get a mini break from reality. He needs it.

Today is my bestie’s birthday. We will be celebrating tomorrow. We have a room at the Four Seasons and reservations at Morton’s. I’m going to look into booking us some spa appointments. I’m excited to have this time with her.

I need to tidy up the house, and prep the guest room (my office) and the kid’s bathroom, which I’m certain is repulsive. I should have started on all this earlier in the week, but time got away from me.

I’m going to try not to obsess about cancer stuff and enjoy my weekend. If I’m careful, I should hopefully feel well enough to have a good one. Still – I hope Dr. B will call me and tell me what the scans show, because I just need to know. Even though I’m pretty sure I do know.

Sigh. It always comes back to cancer.