early morning musings

I slept a lot yesterday, so it’s not surprising I woke up at 3 am. It’s currently 4:17 am. I’ve been browsing my Facebook groups for the last hour. Lots of posts from the cancer support group, and from my horror book club.

Our friends, Ann & Rob, came by for a visit last night. We ordered Thai food and chatted for several hours. It was a good time. We need to host more of these little dinner dates. I miss seeing my friends. It’s so nice when they’re willing to come see me at home where I don’t have to worry if I get suddenly sick. It’s a challenge for me to be out in public nowadays.

I forgot to take a pic of myself after I got all cute. I was wearing a new dress I picked up at TJ Maxx. I’ve shifted my style to less trendy lawyer lady to more cute & comfy stay-at-home cancer mom/wife. This means lots of loose, flowy midi and maxi dresses, as well as yoga pants and tees. I’m hoping to feel good enough this weekend to take all the lawyer clothes out of the main closet. Looking at them makes me depressed.

Out with the old, in with the new. It’s good to let go of things that are no longer meant for you.

My bestie tells me to drink more water, and I know she’s right, but ugh the nausea.

(This post is going to be a lot of random jumbled thoughts. sorry).

Jackson wants me to watch Stranger Things with him, and I’m looking forward to starting that. Not because I care about the show, but because I want to spend time with him. He’s grown up so much recently. I love being in his presence and having conversations with him. He’s such a special guy. He’ll be 13 in November and I can hardly believe it.

He doesn’t regret buzzing his hair, but he doesn’t like the way he looks so he’s been wearing hats. I told him he looks cute, and he replied, “I don’t want to be cute. I want to be hot.” Omg my baby is grown up. 😭

I’m reading this super cutesy romantic time travel series and I’m shocked by how hard I’ve fallen into something non-horror related. Lol. It’s the 1996 series by Kirsty McManus. It has been a great palette cleanser.

I’m hoping to get some household admin stuff done today. I want to finish this book and start the next. I have a puzzle I want to start on. Basically, I’m looking to keep it super chill for the rest of the weekend. If you’re lucky, I’ll continue to bore you with these updates. Haha.

ttfn xoxo

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