OMFG Better Call Saul was soooooo good tonight. That was a helluva comeback.
A headache is a-brewin’.
It was awesome to spend the afternoon with Jackson.
And Freya will be home tomorrow night, and we get to keep her until next Wednesday!! ♥️ That was unexpected.
Oh and next week I get Jackson alllll week. ♥️
And we get both kids for my birthday weekend too.
That was a lot of ands.
I want to go see The Black Phone.
I’m currently reading Things We Do In The Dark and it’s fucking fantastic so far (halfway thru).
I’m also reading a book of scary short stories called At Home With The Horrors, and I’m impressed so far. I don’t normally love short stories, but these are quite good.
I made it through Stranger Things episode 2, and I def want to keep watching. Technically, I saw most of season one back in the day, but I don’t remember most of it.
We had dinner outside tonight, and it was great until the fucking bugs showed up.
My big goal for the summer is to sell the Mini Cooper, which we haven’t used in like 2+ years. I want to use the money for a fancy family vacay.
I’ve been forcing myself to visualize myself still alive for certain things in the future. I’ve been sort of just writing myself off already, and it’s not healthy. So like: I will be here for D’s 50th birthday next year. I will be here for Freya’s high school graduation in two years. Stuff like that.
But I def worry what sort of state I’d be in at that point. This body is falling apart.
So I was reading about the Mariana Trench last night, and holy shit it’s terrifying imagining that depth.
