Trauma Response

I’m so used to the bad things, that I can’t allow that good things can even happen to me anymore. For example, I’m currently feeling mostly okay, but I’m afraid to move because I’m certain it will just get snatched away from me. I’m afraid to make plans. Just afraid all the time anymore. I don’t want to live like this, but I don’t know how to stop. I’m so tired of being constantly sick and disappointed.

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