I saw the ophthalmologist today and did a bunch of pics/tests/exams. She’s essentially convinced it’s cancer (because duh) but wants me to see some other specialist on Tuesday morning. So I guess I’ll be doing that even though it feels pointless.

This is bad, bad, bad.

I don’t really know what else there is to say.

Like do you know how incredibly rare this is??!! Why the fuck is my cancer so goddamn extra?!!