My tumor markers are still up. No bueno. High af and not in a good way. Lol

So I’m seeing this ocular plastic surgeon tomorrow, apparently to see if I need a biopsy, which I have zero intention of doing, so the entire thing seems pointless. Dr B mentioned that Dr Z may not radiate without it, but I’m out of fucks. I don’t think it really matters at this point, ya know?

I had chemo today. Another round next week and then scans. It seems pretty clear the treatment isn’t working. Not sure what happens next.

Anyway – just more depressing bullshit and I’m over it. I need something good and not cancer related to happen to me. For once.