I’m sick(ish), tired, and lonely, but I’m also feeling weirdly at peace with things right now. I have no idea why.

I spent the entire day reading. I finished the book my bestie told me not to read (lol). Just downloaded “The Spite House” and “Kindred.” But I think I’m going to take a break and watch some TV. I’ve been watching Season 6 of SATC in the evenings, because that’s my go-to comfort show, and that’s my favorite season. I just finished the episode where Berger breaks up with Carrie on a post-it. BUT…I think I want to watch a movie tonight. Maybe/probably “Romy And Michelle’s High School Reunion.” And I’ll probably order Imo’s because STL style pizza 4 lyfe. 😂🥳

I have chemo super early tomorrow morning. Boo. The good news, however, is that my darling husband will be home tomorrow night. I’m hoping that tomorrow’s dose of steroids will allow me to power through a dinner date with him. I’d love to go out and celebrate his latest success. Of course, I’ll be celebrating myself too, in a way, because I’m def playing a role in boosting him up. We are very much a team. I’m a fabulous cheerleader and life coach.

It’s not even quite 6 pm and it’s so dark and quiet. I miss my family. I’m good at being alone, but I’m not good at living alone.

That’s all for now.

xx