Tomorrow is Valentine’s Day, and I love that holiday, so I have much excite. I have a lunch date with my husband and I’m very much looking forward to it. Then a festive little family dinner. I plan to go shopping for some treats. And I’ll probably buy myself a giant box of candy, because I fucking deserve it.

Oh to get out and into the world. ♥️

This round of chemo has been a real bitch. I felt horrible all weekend, and while I’m better now, it’s def not great. This is my week off, but I’m not even getting the full week because of scheduling issues. Grr.

A stage 4 friend is in a bad place right now, and I hurt for her. I hurt for both of us. I don’t want to talk about it, but I also do want to talk about it, ya know? Nobody else gets it though, so there’s no real point.

The end of the road…

I may take Xanax tonight and float away on a dream.

I’m determined to have a good day tomorrow.