I don’t want to do chemo and all the medical bullshit tomorrow. But I do want an answer about this awful pain. Sigh. Am I dying? Is this finally it? Because if so, I need someone to knock me the fuck out already.

I spent the day finishing Stone Cold Fox. Then D and I watched Your Place Or Mine on Netflix. It was pretty meh. I’m so tired of how boring and predictable everything has become. Especially movies.

I continue to sleep very poorly. My mind never turns off. I need a break from myself. I’m exhausting.

Animal update:

That’s all, folks.