The CT didn’t show anything new. The takeaway is essentially that cancer hurts, and it’s everywhere. So we need to tweak my pain meds. I’m not entirely convinced it’s not worse/that something isn’t lurking microscopically, but I also don’t know that it really matters at this point.

I had a really good conversation with Jackson tonight about the reality of our current situation. And we talked about stuff that he still wants to do with me, and stuff he wants to know. I think we both feel better now. Oh and now I have a little mother-son date to plan. ♥️

I put on a bit of a front when the kids are home, so I needed to make sure he really understands just how sick I am. I now know that he does/that he has known. I don’t want to spend the rest of our time together obsessing over it, but I do think we need to talk about it more than we do.

I continue to be in quite a bit of (sometimes agonizing) pain. So that’s all for now.

xoxo