A nurse and social worker were here for about 2 1/2 hours today getting me all signed up for hospice care. I’m def feeling better now that everything is in place and things are moving. I’m getting meds delivered tonight, and some supplies delivered tomorrow. I should hear from my nurse coordinator early next week to set up a schedule. D feels better about things too, which makes me happy.
I’m def not feeling physically well today, however. I’m looking forward to the morphine being delivered so I can hopefully get my pain under control. The surgery really fucked me up. I hope I can get back to where I was a few days ago – even if just for a short while. I’d like a few good days with the family.
I don’t have much to say right now.
This is beyond freaky…getting ready for your own death. I cannot even imagine what goes on in your mind. I don’t even know what to say other than I hope everything goes however you want it to go in whatever time you have left.