Freya leaves for a school trip tomorrow afternoon, and will be gone until next Tuesday. We’re all concerned I’m going to die before she gets back. She came down to my bedroom and I held her while we talked, cried, and discussed our feelings. I’m going to keep our words private, but the unconditional love between us is so pure and beautiful. It takes my breath away. There’s more I want to say, but I’m too overwhelmed right now.
I didn’t use the “step mom” tag on this post because it’s not able to convey the depths of my love and devotion for her. She’s always felt like my own, and I’m thankful that her mother has always been willing to accept, and even nurture, our relationship. I know that’s not easy
My heart is shattered.
It is so striking to me, just how beautiful you are on the inside. Your love knows no bounds, and I am so proud/privileged to call you a friend. I love you. ❤️
I love so much the bond you and Freya have. You got the daughter you always wanted and she couldn’t be more perfect. ❤️
I hope you get to see her again, and I hope everything goes well for you. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself so honestly. You’ve shared the little things like reading books, and the big things like seeing your family and telling them everything you want to say. You’ve come here to write even when you are in so much pain. I’m different for having seen your story. You’ve been so vulnerable in sharing and yet you never blamed anyone and you stuck to the things you wanted to do. Thank you for opening up. I send you many, many hugs 💖