Goal Reward

I’m going to buy all the lingerie when I get to my goal weight, but this is at the top of my list.

Hello again

I woke up to snow! That was such a delightful surprise. It’s a proper snow too, with accumulation. Yay!

My husband is not pleased. 😊

I’ve dressed warmly today.

I saw a very sexy pic of the lady D is taking out tomorrow, and I had a mini jealous spell, but I’m happy to report that I was able to talk myself through it fairly easily. I asked myself why it bothered me, identified the issue, conveyed my needs, and am now feeling much better. I’m enjoying the ways in which I’m growing as a person. I love the work I’ve done on myself – mentally and physically. Still – there’s more to do.

DG has me doing consultations again, and it actually feels really good to be back to the grind. I’ve missed this feeling – like I’m connecting with others and helping them through a complicated process. I feel useful.

My paralegal has a job interview tomorrow. I’m pretty confident she’ll be leaving us soon. I’m very pleased for her, and also I can’t stand to think about it. Moving on…

I’m feeling…happy today. It’s kind of crazy how much this snow has lifted my spirits.

xoxo

My husband told me I was weird for putting perfume on before my Zoom date. Idk – I just love smelling good. It gives me an extra boost of confidence.

Tonight, during our date, MP and I played Truth or Drink and had a lot of great conversation. I had a fabulous time. It sounds like we will be able to have an in person date within the next month. I’m very excited.

More later. I’m exhausted.

firefly lane

“For the first time in her life, she wished she loved him less. It was dangerous to feel this way; she was like a naked infant exposed to the elements. Fragile and infinitely afraid. He could ruin her someday. Of that she had no doubt.”

Tuesday NSV

I bought this fitted dress (and two others in the same style) months ago, but never wore them because I hated the way it emphasized my problem areas. I’m 8 pounds down as of this morning, and decided to rip the tags off and give it a try. When I walked out of the bedroom, my husband exclaimed, “Wow!”

Win!!