August blog challenge: day 8

The story behind your blog name.

I have two blogs, but I’m only going to discuss this one here. I don’t need anymore people knowing about the other one than already do. I’m actually considering going back to it because there are better privacy settings. Decisions, decisions.

(Actually…I have four blogs if you count the porn blog and the totally anonymous one nobody else knows about. It hasn’t been used in a long time though.)

Anyway…It’s Only Make Believe is a song by Conway Twitty that I loved as a kid. Fiona Apple covered it during her 2012 tour and I fell in love with it all over again.

The lyrics to Yuk Foo

Am I a bitch to not like you anymore?

Punch me in my face, I wouldn’t even fight you no more

‘Cause you bore me

You bore me to death, well deplore me

No, I don’t give a shit

I wanna fuck all the people I meet

Fuck all my friends and all the people in the street

‘Cause you bore me

You bore me to death, well deplore me

Well, I don’t give a shit (shit, shit, shit)

I don’t wanna be cruel, but you’re really grinding

I’m not a fool but I have a rage and it’s blinding

I feel it coming, is it exciting?

I feel it coming, yeah I’m unwinding

You bore me

You bore me to death, well deplore me

No, I don’t give a shit

You bore me

You bore me to death, well deplore me

No, I don’t give a shit

You bore me to death

No, I don’t give a shit

Yeah I have feelings, ’cause I’m a human

A totally self-destructive, constantly consuming

And now I’m fucked, and that fucks you too

So fuck the world, and you, and you and you and

You bore me

You bore me to death, well deplore me

No, I don’t give a shit

You bore me

You bore me to death, well deplore me

No, I don’t give a shit

You bore me to death

No, I don’t give a shit

You bore me to death

No, I don’t give a shit

11:25 pm

I really need to just go the fuck to sleep. Luckily, it feels like my Benadryl just kicked in. 💙

This song though. I like this one. I relate to this one. Also, it brings up good memories from 2012.