Thursday Things

It’s just…not fair. And that’s what I kept saying over and over as I fell asleep crying: it’s not fair, it’s not fair, it’s not fair…

I know all too well that life isn’t fair. I’m feeling better about things today. I accidentally drank too much. I’m a lightweight now, and need to be more careful.

But, even though I’m feeling better, I’m still sad about all of it. I need to let it roll off though, because we have shit going on today and I don’t have time to wallow.

Okay bye – it’s time for court.

xoxo

Rumors

A group of us went to a strip club after the wedding. There were a few super sexy ladies dancing. My favorite part was getting pulled on stage. 😉. Oh and encouraging D to go get it. He definitely had a fun night. LOL

Shameless (Grounds)

We went to an LS meet & greet tonight, for the first time in like 6 years, and it was fun, though there were no connections made. It felt good to be back in the scene though. It was also good for my self-esteem. I actually felt sexy.

(It helps that D and I had amazing sex last night, and I felt very sexy despite feeling old and chubby. I realized that I’m still a fucking snack – and not despite it, BUT BECAUSE OF IT).

D and I have decided to check out another location soon. We’re also going to hit up a strip club, because we’ve never gone together. I’m so happy that we’re back to mixing it up TOGETHER. ♥️

I don’t know how I’ve gotten so lucky.

Gratitude photo challenge: day 9

I’m grateful that this sexy man is my husband. He’s my best friend and soul mate. We’ve had the highest highs and lowest lows, but we always come out stronger on the other side. We both do the work to keep our marriage strong. He makes me feel so safe and so loved. And to quote Morrissey, “To die by your side, well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine.”