faking it/not quite making it

This is what I wore to go see my doctor. It just felt like a hat day. Sometimes I like to be extra – just because.

I still feel not well. But I think at this point it’s mostly side effects from the antibiotics killing everything, both the good and the bad. I bought some probiotics to offset all of that. Hopefully.

More medical updates:

The tooth will be dealt with Thursday morning. I’m hoping for a root canal. An extraction will be a whole fucking ordeal.

The boobs will be swapped out on January 24th. My doc had a lot of great shit to say. She thinks that I’ll be much more comfortable after, and also happier with their appearance. Can’t wait. And it’s outpatient this time, because no fat grafting, though I will have drains again. Ugggghhhhh drains suck balls.

I have questions –

Is 5:30 too early to go to bed? Do I really have to make dinner? Can I just drink my dinner instead? Can I shoot tequila while taking narcotics? Can I make a living playing Candy Crush? Why do people go to law school?

lol lol lol

vintage love ❤️

I have two subscriptions I can’t break up with no matter what: book of the month club and Red Bird vintage box.

I received my latest vintage box just yesterday.

It was filled with several lovely things, including a brooch I adore, but my favorite thing this month (and maybe from any month so far) is this vintage locket:

And when I opened it…

I actually squealed! How cool is this??

I’ll obviously replace it with my own pics at some point, or…maybe I won’t, but wow I love this. I wish I knew the story behind how it ended up here with me.