

I am high and drunk.
But don’t give a fuck.
Oh shit I’m slightly spinny
By Audre Lorde
This has been my favorite poem since middle school, when we were assigned to find a poem to recite to the class. It still takes my breath away.
I just discovered recently that she also had metastatic breast cancer. She was diagnosed as metastatic six years after her original diagnosis, and died eight years after that. She is quoted as saying: “What I leave behind has a life of its own. I’ve said this about poetry; I’ve said it about children. Well, in a sense I’m saying it about the very artifact of who I have been.”
I love that. I’m going to leave behind one hell of an artifact. ❤️
This poem was written six days before she committed suicide, and is believed to be her last poem.
It gives me chills.
I’ve been a big Sylvia Plath fan for a long time, and there are two songs about her that I love.
First up: Crackle and Drag by Paul Westerberg.
What’s the matter here?
You never repair
The lady’s cursed with insight
You never fix her, with a cold stare
She’s all broken inside
She made a good go, like a weeping willow
Her limbs clung to the ground
She closed the window, and made a pillow
And lay her head down
And as her baby slept, she took a long deep breath
Now they’re zipping her up in a bag
Can you hear her blacks crackle and drag
And the Cadillac’s waiting to take her away
Can you hear her blacks crackle and drag
Another head cold, another spirit old
Mmmm, Febuary
Her hair was dirty, and she was 30 in 1963
And while her baby slept she took a long deep breath
And they’re zipping her up in a bag
Can you hear her blacks crackle and drag
The Cadillac’s waiting to take her away
Can you hear her blacks crackle and drag
And drag, and drag, and drag
She made a good go, for a weeping willow
She stuffed some rags on the floor
She closed the window
She made a pillow on the oven door
And took a long deep breath
While her baby slept
Now they’re zipping her up in a bag
Can you hear her blacks crackle and drag
And the Cadillac’s waiting to take her away
Can you hear her blacks crackle and drag
They’re zipping her up in a bag
Can you hear her blacks crackle and drag
The Cadillac’s waiting to take her away
Can you hear her blacks crackle and drag
Hear her blacks crackle and drag
❤️❤️❤️
And then there’s Sylvia Plath by Ryan Adams:
I wish I had a Sylvia Plath
Busted tooth and a smile
And cigarette ashes in her drink
The kind that goes out and then sleeps for a week
The kind that goes out on her
To give me a reason, for well, I dunno
And maybe she’d take me to France
Or maybe to Spain and she’d ask me to dance
In a mansion on the top of a hill
She’d ash on the carpets
And slip me a pill
Then she’d get pretty loaded on gin
And maybe she’d give me a bath
How I wish I had a Sylvia Plath
And she and I would sleep on a boat
And swim in the sea without clothes
With rain falling fast on the sea
While she was swimming away, she’d be winking at me
Telling me it would all be okay
Out on the horizon and fading away
And I’d swim to the boat and I’d laugh
I gotta get me a Sylvia Plath
And maybe she’d take me to France
Or maybe to Spain and she’d ask me to dance
In a mansion on the top of a hill
She’d ash on the carpets
And slip me a pill
Then she’d get pretty loaded on gin
And maybe she’d give me a bath
How I wish I had a Sylvia Plath
I wish I had a Sylvia Plath
❤️❤️❤️