I got drunk-high and performed a most amazing (if I do say so myself) lap dance for D.
It was effective.
And I made $30.
I do really love where WE are in our relationship. Growing old together is weird, but strangely fun. I’m grateful.
We were literally just discussing this:
Today is our wedding anniversary; four years (out of the almost ten we’ve been together) married. Burning down my entire life to be with you is still the best decision I’ve ever made. This new life we built together has surpassed even my wildest dreams.
I don’t know how much time we have left, but I do know that no matter how long we have, it would never feel like enough. I also know that, while our relationship has grown and changed over the years, we have always grown together. Thank you for inspiring me to be the best I can be.
Thank you for choosing me, and loving me, every single day, no matter how tough it gets.
your Jenn ♥️
The conversation flowed. No awkwardness. They are sweet, and I can def see us being friends with them. We def want to hang again. It doesn’t hurt that they’re adorable.
We went to an LS meet & greet tonight, for the first time in like 6 years, and it was fun, though there were no connections made. It felt good to be back in the scene though. It was also good for my self-esteem. I actually felt sexy.
(It helps that D and I had amazing sex last night, and I felt very sexy despite feeling old and chubby. I realized that I’m still a fucking snack – and not despite it, BUT BECAUSE OF IT).
D and I have decided to check out another location soon. We’re also going to hit up a strip club, because we’ve never gone together. I’m so happy that we’re back to mixing it up TOGETHER. ♥️
I don’t know how I’ve gotten so lucky.
I feel like I break his heart over and over again every single day.
D and I had really hot sex tonight; a hot, hard, juicy fuck. Afterwards, I looked at him and sang, “Certified freak. Seven days a week. Wet ass pussy – make that pull-out game weak.” He laughed, and said,”What the hell is that?? That shit is pornagraphic.” He doesn’t know Cardi B. lol
He’s so cute, and I love him. Things are going really well right now, and I am happy.